Friday, June 26, 2009

Just need to say a few words.

The following does not apply to everyone:

I havent really had too much to blog about these days. Ive been pretty content, and this is mainly where I let out my frustrations out. Sooo, For right now all I have to say is Im tired of bullshit. Im tired of drama. Some people out there need to grow a spine, cut the fake shit, live for yourself, take a look around and realize what youre doing, see people for who they really are.... and the bigggest thing, GROW THE FUCK UP. Im done dealing with people who dont have even a hint of decency, honesty, and maturity. Talk to me when you right yourself. have a nice fucking day :)

Thursday, June 4, 2009

To the greatest friends:

I've decided, that since there is not only a limited amount of space in a year book, but there's also not alot of time to think of what to write, to write a message here to those who have been there for me throughout the last year of my life. ... So, here goes:

Jared.
Man, I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't met you this year. In just these last nine months, you've become the best, most trustworthy and loyal friend that I have ever had. Although there may be some bickering here and there, Ill always be here for you, no matter what... any time any place. I hope that you will in turn be there for me. I have changed alot in the last year for the better, and you've helped with alot of it. Thank you, very much, for everything. I know that you'll always have my back... and I'll always have yours. There have been some great times, and I know that there will be many more in the future. This summer is sure to be a good one.
Whatever it is that you chose to do with your life, I'm sure that you will be great at it, and I hope that it brings you happiness, because you deserve it. I refuse to say goodbye, because I know that this isn't the end.

Sam.
You are a special one... And I do mean that in the least sarcastic way possible. You're a great friend, always listening to me, being a shoulder to lean on.. and cry on. We've seen each others ups and downs and everything in between, and it's done nothing but make our friendship stronger. I'm glad that Ive had the opportunity to have you as a part of my life this year, and I don't know how I'm going to cope next year without you being here every day. I know that we'll never lose touch, because there is no way that I would let you! If there is every anything you need, or if you just want to talk, Ill do the best I can for you. Thank you for everything, Sam. I know that you'll do great next year. Love you!

Josh.
You are a pretty awesome guy, and a great friend. I hope that you realize that this year would have been rough without you. You always know how to make me laugh and put a smile on my face whenever I'm down. I want to thank you.. for our talks, the good times, and even the bad times. I know that even if one of us were to move away, that we wouldn't lose contact, and would still be great friends. I hope that you will still be my friend well into the future. If you ever lose your way on the path that is before you, trust your instinct and your heart. They will lead you to where you'll be the happiest. I know that you will do great out there in the big world.

Laura.
I've known you since grade 9, but getting to know you this year has been a great experience. You are another person who without, this year would have been dreadful. I know that I can talk to you about anything, and you wont think any different of me. You always know when somethings bothering me, and you're usually right.... even if I say that I'm fine. Sometimes I think that you know and understand me better that I do. I hope that I will never have to say good bye to you, because I want to be friends with you for a very long time. Find something out there in the world that makes you happy, because you deserve a happy life full of love.

Emily.
You are amazing, sweet, and a really great friend. I just know that we're going to end up spending hours on the phone next year, whenever you need to vent. I'm for sure going to miss the crazy-random-effed-up conversations that we had daily. Life will never be the same without accounting class that's for sure. If there was anyone that I shared personal, privet, embarrassing, and weird secrets with, I'm glad it was you. When you find the balance between your heart and your head, you will find someone that you deserve. Anytime that you want to talk, about anything, Ill be right here for you.

Reg.
You're a pretty awesome guy. I know that we haven't really been that close, buy I consider you one of my closest friends, and I'm glad that we've gotten to be better friends this year. This last year wouldn't have been as great If I didn't call you a friend. In the last few years there have been some great times like the rez, NYC, and just hanging out. I think that we need to make this summer one to remember, before some of us go and leave. Hope that you have fun in University, but remember to keep in touch. You're going to do some great things with the knowledge you've got.

Jessie.
Oh Jess, where do I start? The last two years of your friendship have been great. The memories that I've made with you, even the ones that I cant quite remember first hand, will stick with me for life. As you said, "unforgettable, unrememorable nights". We're going to rock the summer, and make some fresh memories to get me through the next year without you. I never want our friendship to end, and I know that it won't. Love you, and if there's ever a time that you need something, I'll be there for you.

Haley.
Another person that is going away next year. What will I do without my favourite life of the party? this year and last year have been so much fun, and I with that the good times could just last forever. The real world is coming, and fast. That means that we have to get all of the partying done before September. You really are a great person and a great friend, and my life would be totally different if you were not in it. I'm gong to miss you, and I hope to never lose contact.

Stephanie.
Wow, thinking back to that grade 10 art class, I see you and I. Right now, I see grade 12 art with the both of us... Only we have both changed tremendously. I loved you then, and I still love you now. I know that I will never lose you as a friend, because you know that I wouldn't be able to deal with it. Tough friendships aren't so easy to come by, but I think you and I have one. I wont miss you, because I know that you're still going to be here. Good luck out there in real life... Remember that I'm here for you.

To anyone that I failed to mention.
No, its not that you don't matter or anything like that at all. I love all of my friends, and If I had the time and energy to write a paragraph for every one of them i would. But sadly, I don't. So I just have to say this: I hope that the future brings you everything that you dream of. I hope that you all find happiness and love out there. If a time ever comes that you need something, don't hesitate to ask. I want to spend all the time I can this summer with friends, having the time of my life, and I really hope that everything works out for everyone.
To the few that I'll be leaving behind at Simonds: Make the best of the time you spend there. Even at the worst of times, in the most boring classes, there are plenty of memories to be made. Live a little, have some fun, be safe, and don't get too carried away. You're going to miss it. I never imagined that I would, but I already do.

I guess that's all. Ill see you all out there in the real world, but not before I have me some fun.