Monday, November 23, 2009
Whats the use in fighting, if you know you lost the war?
Oh hi. I've gone back to driving myself slowly insane from thinking about the same circle of things again and again. This is not cool, and its starting to cramp my happyness. Why isnt there an on/off switch for the part of my brain that does this to me? UGH.
Sunday, November 8, 2009
If I could see the future and how this plays out...
I really need to stop over analizing. Im doing it again. Ive noticed myself gauging peoples reactions, their body language, and the tone of their voice. I dont know... Im at a standstill once again. How I felt from what I wrote in my last blog.. how I dont have feelings for anyone, yeah. Well I do. And I really didnt think that I did, until a few hours ago. UGH. I dont know what to do, or think at this point.
...Im off to bed. Maybe thinking about this too much isnt a good idea, but thats exactly what going to happen.
...Im off to bed. Maybe thinking about this too much isnt a good idea, but thats exactly what going to happen.