Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Make up your mind, and I'll make up mine.

Haven't posted in a while. Ive been thinking about it, but I didnt know quite what I wanted to write. So here goes...

So I'm back home. Settled back to my old room, surrounded by the places Ive always known. As much as I'm glad that I'm home, I'm also glad that I left. I think I just needed a break from everything. Everything here was getting to me... I just needed out for a while.
I start back to work in a week and a half, and then everything will be back to almost the way it was.

There's been this 'thing' thats been sitting on the edge of my brain, always there... just drifting in and out of my thoughts. I dont really know what to do. Move forward from this, or go back and try to fix it. Are you right for me, or wrong? Are you what I want, what I need in my life. Ive been searching, thinking alot about it... But everytime I put it off. I shove it to the back burner.
Fuck, I just need to make up my mind... Goddamn my indecisiveness. I just dont know...

Well, thats everything on my mind right now.