Thursday, April 5, 2012

thisismylife

Under so much stress right now, need to keep focused but can't seem to.
Still can't shake the feeling I've had, can't evict it from my thoughts. Too much to think about, too many ways that this is wrong, too many reason's why this shouldn't have happened.
Too many things to worry about, not enough time in the day, not enough drive.
Forcing my emotions to stay inside and behind everything else is probably a bad idea.
A(nother) breakdown is probably sometime in the not so distant future, but I hope that my sanity can keep afloat until the 20th... for my GPA's sake, and for the sake of anyone who's forced to deal with me.