Sunday, August 23, 2009

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Ok. the happiness is fading. I spend my afternoon napping off a hangover and just thinking... and the thinking didnt really get me anywhere. Last night, well from what i can remember, made me think about how much that I really wish that I could go to school this year. Theres reasons that im not, like my lack of money and im not completely sure what i want to take. But im very very terrified that when next year rolls around that I wont go back; that I wont have enough motovation... and its eating at me.

Anyway. This summer has been the best that ive experianced. Yeah, ive been working 40+ hours a week, but ive also had so much fun. And as this month nears its end, I keep thinking more and more about how much im going to miss everyone. The majority of my closest friends are moving. Two of my three best friends are going to be in other citys, and I feel like the third wont be around much. I honestly dont know what im going to do without most of my friends around. this last year has been the greatest ever, ive made some amazing friends, and made friendships better. Theres been so much fun, and im so scared that Im going to lose touch with these people.. and Im going to do everything I can to keep that from happening.

its amazing how much better that typing this out made me feel.

1 comment:

kayla karma™ said...

Dear Corey,
If you would like, you can go to school for me. :D And you will always have me to hang out with. You can come and visit me at school too in you want at lunch or something. (:
Everyone will go through the "BLAH SCHOOLS OVER D:" stage, its just something that happens. But you will get used to it. And hey, you dont have anyone to tell you what to do, no more highschool drama, just loser people drama! I envy you sir. (: And I lost.

LOVE YOU <3
XO

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