I should be thankful, but my mood says be hateful

Today, is supposed to be a day for giving thanks. And as much as I am thankful for everything in my life... Today is just not my day. Im cranky, and everyone around me today just seems to want to try my patience.. and my patience are quickly wearing thin.

Im tired of family drama, Im tired of thinking, Im tired of sitting here every night, Im just tired of this place. I love living here, I love my family with all of my being... but some of them just need to with mind their own business or shut their mouths.

Another reason for this bad mood that Im in is that in the last four days or so... Ive been thinking about the times that I miss with a certain friend that I barely talk to anymore. How much I miss the talks that we used to have, that we used to hang out all the time, the jokes and the farm and everything. I really miss this friend and the good times we had. I really wish that we were still as good of friends as we were a few months ago. But whaever. Youve changed and you're not who you used to be. Oh well, thats life I guess.

...and now, its time to focus on starting the next part of my life.