Lost my mind.

I feel so small.
I feel so insignificant.
I feel so used, so lost, so irrelevant.

I hate feeling like I don't matter, like no one cares.
There is no fucking reason for feeling this way that even makes sense...
I hate how moody I can be, and I just want to feel stable for a change.
I want to be happy. Just happy. No underlying feelings od unrest and anger.
I want to not have to lie everytime someone asks how I am. Idont want to keep the built up frustration that I have for no reason hidden.
I want to unleash it. I want to scream as loud as I can,
to free the demons that seem to always be right under my skin... never far away from my mind.
I guess I just need some more sleep, and to get you out of my fucking head before I lose my mind.