Im so frustrated. Im so worried. Im so stressed.
I wish that I could just say why, say what's on my mind... But I dont want to blow this up if it really isnt anything. Im afraid that if I just come out and ask if it's true than you'll just stop talking to me, or that it will just make everything worse.
I dont want to care. I dont want to care. I dont want to care...
But the problem lies in the fact that I do care.
I hope this is nothing.
And if it is something, I hope you know that I am here.
I dont know what to do, and I wish I did..
Monday, October 24, 2011
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
I wish there was some way that I could convey what I'm feeling all the time. I'm very happy with my life right now, but at the same time there is always this feeling... something along the lines of sadness or anger... and I really don't know why it's there. I hate feeling this way... it's just so frustrating. Ughhh.
I wish I could just sort all of this out.
But on a more positive side, I am still very committed to this, and still way to organized. It scares me a little, cause I have never been organized before 2011. I am completely different in many ways from what I used to be.
I'm not who I was.
I'm who I am now, today.
I'm loving this whole being back in school thing, no matter how much I say otherwise. It feels so much better to be working towards something, instead of just working. Even the stress and reading and studying, I love it. I just feel so much more accomplished, so much better about myself.
Just felt the need to write, and here we are. at the end of my post
And I feel a lot better right now.
I wish I could just sort all of this out.
But on a more positive side, I am still very committed to this, and still way to organized. It scares me a little, cause I have never been organized before 2011. I am completely different in many ways from what I used to be.
I'm not who I was.
I'm who I am now, today.
I'm loving this whole being back in school thing, no matter how much I say otherwise. It feels so much better to be working towards something, instead of just working. Even the stress and reading and studying, I love it. I just feel so much more accomplished, so much better about myself.
Just felt the need to write, and here we are. at the end of my post
And I feel a lot better right now.