Im so frustrated. Im so worried. Im so stressed.
I wish that I could just say why, say what's on my mind... But I dont want to blow this up if it really isnt anything. Im afraid that if I just come out and ask if it's true than you'll just stop talking to me, or that it will just make everything worse.

I dont want to care. I dont want to care. I dont want to care...
But the problem lies in the fact that I do care.

I hope this is nothing.
And if it is something, I hope you know that I am here.
I dont know what to do, and I wish I did..