Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Change, its constant; some times unnoticable, but its there...

Things, lately, are great. (thats aside from today when i got pissed cause im way to tired and mentally exhausted for school) Summer is going to be great. Im going to be able to spend more time with my friends, and hopefully have the best summer yet. Everything is going good, but I still have a feeling of something being wrong... Something isnt right. I hope that the gut feeling isnt anything big, I really do. Oh well, whatever comes will come, and ill just have to deal with it.

Thats one thing that I have learned to deal with in the last little while.. letting things happen and work themselves out. Things happen, and I know that Ive got to let them, to accept them, to deal with them. I am getting better, but change is still not something that I welcome with open arms, I still struggle, but I am working at it, and its getting better.

Oh, and I just want to say to you (you will know who you are) that I am very, very happy for you, happy that you have found someone. I just hope that you know that you're still my best friend, and that I hope you realize that I still exist! lol (jk)Anytime that you need or want to talk, or need anything, ever, Just give me a shout, and I will do my best :)
The thing that Im looking forward to the most, and its a shock to me, is leaving school behind. Im just tired of sitting there, day after day, bored out of my mind, staring at the clock, feeling like a prisoner... I just want summer to come, and to see dad, who I havent seen in months, to have a blast, and for the people that are leaving in the fall to remember me, and to remember them...

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