Late night rambles

Im glad that things are better patched up, but I know that they're still not back to being the same. Things are going to different, and I guess that i just need to deal with it... Problem is, i dont know if i can deal with change..

I need to clear my mind. I need to sleep. I need to make some changes. I need someone... I need to stop making everything worse. I need to think, but I also need to not think. I need to make decisions, and i need you to know that I need my you, my best friend. Im sorry, But i cant stand not talking to the one person that seems to understand me the most.