I'm just trying to keep this together; Cause I could do worse and you could do better♪

Today... Im in a rather weird mood. I dont even know what to call it; Its sort of like every second it switches between stress, happyness, lonelyness, boredom, tired, and frustration. Its... different. Besides working this morning, I really havent done anything besides lay in bed and sleep a little. I think thats why Im in a weird mood, because Im back to having nothing better to focus on but thoughts and memories, and that just leads nowhere good for me. This whole last four or five days have just been different. Ive gone from a very low to high, and now Im just mostly content... mostly.

Thursday and Friday were great; There really isn't much better than hanging out with 2 of your best friends, singing along to music as you fly down some back roads, eating steak and potatoes, sneaking into abandoned places and finding all kinds of cool things, acting like retards, and even just watching some tv. Those 2 days have just made things so much better... and now Im happier. I can see that things have changed, and Im hoping that they will stay good like this... cause losing your best friend sucks.

Im done for now, although I still have alot in my head... but that will wait for a time that I have sorted out my mental issues (lol)
Peace (: