Pay, to the order of Bastarache, Corey.

Happy, yet frustrated. How is it that I can be so happy with things, and at the same time Im frustrated to no end... Ah, I just wish that I could clear this up in my mind; But every time that I think I understand, and everything seems to be great, my damned brain has to make it worse than before. This doesnt only apply to one thing, but several. Oh well, my crazy mind and I will just have to work at this, get through it.

I have lots of things that I know I should get out of my head... But I just feel like Im unsure of my thoughs. If that makes sence. Soo, until I untangle my mind, thats all for today. Something good might come out of this weeekend, who knows. I hope so though :)

Ps, my pay stub is sitting in front of me, thats where the title came from... if you might have been wondering.