I just had a realization, and I knew that I needed to get it out before I fall asleep;
I live my life with a great deal of fear in it. Im afraid to take risks. Im afraid to let people down. Im afraid of the future. Im afraid that people think the wrong things about me, and this has to be one of my biggest downfall. I dont know how Im going to life my life if I dont get over always being afraid.
What brought this on... Well I was just thinking about how Im going to tell dad that I want to move back home... But Im AFRAID that hes going to be mad, AFRAID that I will dissappoint him. I know that deep down I need to live my life for me, and not everyone around me. Thus Im afraid of this.
But its what I want.