Untitled thought update

Well, it's been a long time since I have been able to write something on here. Every time I've had something to write down, it seemed to just leave me. Anyway, since the spring is now here and it is warmer, Ive been walking and doing alot of thinking, which made me want to write down some of the things that are going through my head.

My first term of university is almost done, and I'm rather happy with where I am at. I am quite happy with this, being a student. I really had a hard time convincing myself that I could do this... but here I am. I registered for next years classes earlier today, and I am registered for a couple spring classes as of a few weeks ago. I can do this, and I think that although it may have come a little late, and with alot of forcing myself, I know that I can and I am actually believing in myself. That's something I rarely used to do.

Not everything is going great for me, but I'm taking the good and the bad as they come. I'm working through things as they come, and working on worry less about what's ahead, and instead focusing on what is here and now.

I know that I have great people in my life that I know are here for me, I have a great family that would do anything for me and love me, I'm furthering my education, I have a decent job, and I'm fairly happy. Last year, there were not too many times that I actually felt happy. It's nice for a change to be looking on the brighter side of everything, knowing that I really can do whatever I want, as long as I am willing to put in the effort and believe.

Although my life may be far from perfection, I am feeling great about where I am at in the grand scheme. I have learned alot in this first term, and I know that I am a reasonable person with good ethics, values, principles and goals. I may not always following the right path, but I I know that someday, after many twists and turns, that I will make it to the destination where I am meant to be.