There's more than just me in here.

Somedays, I feel like there's something wrong... Like I have something along the lines of multiple personality disorder, like there is more than just me within myself. Conflicting emotions and thoughts, moods changing from one extreme to the next.
...
Right now Im feeling as lonely as I have in a long time, Im feeling depressed, Im feeling alone. But at the same time, I dont want to be around anyone. I want this peace and quiet, I want this space. And on the other hand, I really dont know what I want. I just want to be happy for more than one day at a time.
Fuck.