Dont believe everything happiness says

This week has been so up and down, Im really surprised that I dont have whiplash. Yesterday and today were better, but not the greatest. Better than Tuesday, and Wednesday. Wednesday was probably on of my worst days in a very long time... and I still cant figure out why. I guess that I just had alot on my mind, over worrying, over thinking, over stressing... Being alone did not help at all. Sometimes I just cant be here, sit here, alone... It was the first time in my life that I had every truely felt alone in a crowded room.

Oh well, todays a new day, at it gets me closer to next weekend. "Headless roosters, liquor, and more!" Oh that cracked me up. I cant wait. Gonna be a good time... the parts i remember anyway :)

Thats all I got for right now, I dont want to thikn too much and bring out the worst of myself.