All I can say is pain like that is fast, and it's rare

I really cant believe that in just 4 hours, I will be on a plane to Toronto. Then to Frankfurt. Then Rome. I am feeling so happy and excited, but at the same time, I just dont feel like going. I know that everyone is going say "Why would you not want to go?" but its more difficult than you might think. I just.. I dont want to leave right now. I feel like this has just came up so fast. Theres unfinished business. Theres loose ends. It just dont feel right, right now.

Ill get over it. Ill get on the plane. Ill have a good time. And Ill hope to god that everything will be fine when I get back. I hope that everyone else has a safe March break. Ill try to get on here to write, but i dont know when I will.