Cue the tiresome mixed up thoughts;

Why do I continually let myself think about things until I get so worked up about them that I'm on the verge of a panic attack? It just keeps happening again and again, and Its really frustrating. Simple things shouldn't get to me the way that they do. Lately its been messing up my sleep, appetite, mood, and probably other things that I have failed to notice, and that's just leading to more stress, on top of exams and thoughts of university, a new job and getting in shape for the military.

In the last few days Ive been thinking aobut my relationship status (or lack thereof) and how I reel like every time that I like someone, I think mainly about the cons, and never go anywhere with it, and then when I feel up to it, its too late. Although Im not currently into anyone, the next time that I do like someone, Im just going to go for it and ask her out. (No, I dont like anyone... just sayin)

Gah I hope that after next week things will go back to being a little more normal. Maybe its just exams that are pusing my normal problems to the breaking point, maybe its that i havent figured out a solution for working if theres a snow day next week, maybe its the thoughts of not doing anything this weekend at all besides work. I dont know, but Im hoping that it goes away, very soon at that.

Wll, i feel that thatsa big enough dose of my thoughts for one day,
Until next time.