If I got what I wanted, I'd probably lose what I've had.

Yeah, so. Thinking that life would be so much simpler and better if I could....
Sleep more...
Focus on something without making it too meaningfull or lose meaning entirely...
Stop thinking negative...
Get a hobby...
Cut somethings out of my life...
Listen more to my Mom and grandparents...
Tell people what they need to know, not what they want to...
Do something better every day besides sit on my bed and facebook my life away...
Read more...
Vent more often...
Stop letting stupid, small, insignificant things get me to the point of almost falling apart...
Worry less...
Figure out what exactly I want in, and from life...


Well, today Ive hypervenelated twice, teared up once, and felt really faint and sick. Someone wanna tell me what the FUCK is wrong with me? Cause Im tired of trying to figure it out for myself,