A new year, a new beginning, a new me.

I need to learn from my mistakes, and move on. Im done, and now Im going to move on. Im growing so tired of this sitting and waiting. I know that I havent told you that I have feelings for you, but It would just be too complicated even if... Yeah. Im going to work on getting over you, and finding someone else.

Im going to work toward the goals that Im setting for myself, and Im going to achieve them. Im hoping that my friends and family will be here for me, because I will more than likely need a push, or even a kick. I need to hurry up, and make the decisions that matter, I need to be more staright forward with others, as well as myself. I need to find a path, map it out, and follow it. Maybe I will follow it exactly, or maybe Ill take a few wrong turns, detours, shortcuts, but the destination will stay the same.

I need to stop over thinking every tiny detail. I need to focus more on the big picture. I need to change a few things, and make myself a better person. I do concider myself to be a good friend, and generally a good person. But that's not good enough. I need to be nicer, help more, do better, and listen more.

In short, these are my newyears resolutions. find someone else. Get a new job. Join the reserves. Be a better friend/son/grandson. Think less about the things that dont matter, and more on the things and people that do. I hope to achieve them. This is the first time that I have actually thought long and hard about this, and I hope that it will work out as I plan.

I think that I have rambled on for long enough. Untill next time.